Hi

So I am back on. ha I lost my account password so i finally figured this out enough to navigate.

More to come.

It's my 40th

I am happy but not.
I really don't want to get older but then so does everyone else at this age. How can I set it apart?
Be happy I got this old? LOL

I must be crazy.

I let my Sister move in with her 2 kids and Husband to follow. I love her to death but I am kind of feling strange about her husband. He is plain different and I am not so sure we can get along.
He lacks a lot.
I love her boys. I could say they are close like my own but then I don't want to get so attached that when they move on I lose my mind.

My son is doing OK. His T1D is undercontrol and I am planning to get an appointment for his Insulin Pump.
KA-Ching I can her cash running out of our bank account already.

Should have done this sooner.

I haven't blogged much and want to be more pro. I am no pro but like to bitch about my life.
I am a stay-home-mom not by choice aymore. I have to stay home now, now that my son is Type 1 diabetic.
He was diagnosed in MArch of this year and soon after a battle with Cancer my dad died. the man I admired the most in my life.
Lif stinks but then life is never what we actually planned it to be...... is it?
I wanted to be married to a rich man, travel the world and have the best kids in the world. I got one wish. I do have the best kids in the world.
The others I am still hoping for haha!

I plan to make this my bitchy space.
I need it and I don't want to be a bitch but life made me that way.